Week: Sunday, April 18th, 2004 - Saturday, April 24th, 2004

This Love
by Maroon 5

I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her comming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything's alright
My pressure on your hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know that's what you want me to do

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
She said Goodbye too many times before

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore
Scream out: Jaden Kale | I Wanna Scream!-[ 0 Screams.]

This is one of those songs that just makes me grin. I don't know how they do it, but Maroon 5 makes this song a bit dirty without going into all the particulars like some groups (Terrortrance from Hell comes to mind) then throw in a catchy beat with it. Now, you've got kids singing about sex and they don't even seem to know it. I wanted to put this song up the first week I set up the page, but I waited a while because I just thought the song would be more fitting when I was less in a mood to mope.
Scream out: Jaden Kale | I Wanna Scream!-[ 0 Screams.]

Week: Sunday, April 11th, 2004 - Saturday, April 17th, 2004

Neon
by John Mayer

When sky blue gets dark enough
To see the colors of the city lights
A trail of ruby red and diamond white
Hits her like a sunrise

She comes and goes and comes and goes
Like no one can

Tonight she's out to lose herself
And find a high on Peachtree Street
From mixed drinks to techno beats it's always
Heavy into everything

She comes and goes and comes and goes
Like no one can
She comes and goes and no one knows
She's slipping through my hands

She's always buzzing just like
Neon, neon
Neon, neon
Who knows how long, how long, how long
She can go before she burns away

I can't be her angel now
You know it's not my place to hold her down
And it's hard for me to take a stand
When I would take her anyway I can

She comes and goes and comes and goes
Like no one can
She comes and goes and no one knows
She's slipping through my hands

She's always buzzing just like
Neon, neon
Neon, neon
Who knows how long, how long, how long
She can go before she burns away

Scream out: Jaden Kale | I Wanna Scream!-[ 0 Screams.]

This song is the first song I had heard of John Mayer. I loved this song and I think it took me about a week to find out who he was and where I could get his Cd's. I love this guy's music. I have 2 of his Cd's now and the songs he has written and sung are so close to how I feel about things in my own life. I suspect I will be posting more of his music on here, so I give you all forewarning :)
Scream out: Jaden Kale | I Wanna Scream!-[ 0 Screams.]

Week: Sunday, April 4th, 2004 - Saturday, April 10th, 2004

Come Clean
by Hilary Duff

Let's go back
Back to the beginning
Back to when the earth, the sun, the stars all aligned

'Cause perfect didn't feel so perfect
Trying to fit a square into a circle
Was no lie
I defy

Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
'Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm comimg clean, I'm coming clean

I'm shedding
Shedding every color
Trying to find a pigment of truth
Beneath my skin

'Cause different
Doesn't feel so different
And going out is better
Then always staying in
Feel the wind

Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
'Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm comimg clean, I'm coming clean

I'm coming clean
Let the rain fall
Let the rain fall
I'm coming clean

Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
'Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm comimg clean, I'm coming clean

Let's go back
Back to the beginning
Scream out: Jaden Kale | I Wanna Scream!-[ 0 Screams.]

Despite the fact that this little girl is a Disney protege, I still like this song. To me, the song is very true to things going on in my life and Hillary Duff sings it well, showing to everyone that each individual's life is not as easy as it may seem to others. And the people around who are close to us are no exception.
Scream out: Jaden Kale | I Wanna Scream!-[ 0 Screams.]

Week: Sunday, March 28th, 2004 - Saturday, April 3rd, 2004

The Reason
by Hoobastank


I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why I need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you


Side note: I'm sorry Boo. :/

Scream out: Jaden Kale | I Wanna Scream!-[ 0 Screams.]

This is the first in many songs of the week. I want to see how songs apply to my mood and share with others. I will have them listed for the week on my main page: This is me... I will also have a comment box listed at the end of each for others to make comments about how the song affects them, whether they love it or hate it... or just to say "hi". I hope this will be the start of something beautiful.


Scream out: Jaden Kale | I Wanna Scream!-[ 0 Screams.]